HOPE (be your self by your self)

            One of the reason people defend their life is because they still have “HOPE”. Hope sometimes that’s all you have when you have nothing else and if you have it you will have everything. It no problem if you have a lot of hopes, but just be ready if you fall down deeply.
This  writing is for Afifatuz Zuraidah to face her twelve grader, from now until  8 month to the fore.

                To Afifatuz Zuraidah, I hope you can be more adult. Don’t let your egoistic make you selfish, because you need others, I hope that you not busy with your own world any more, because you need aware with others around you. You may think you are standing alone but that not mean if you havn’t friends. You need to improve your socialiszation notably with your classmates. Remember that you must can always be proactive with your environment, you must try to not hate your enemy again because enemy actually is your true friend. Afif, I hope you not talk more do less any more, because sometimes  your word will kill your self if you not carefully to say something. Remember that you often hurt your friend feeling because you can’t to control what will you say. May be you are not reliaze, and now I hope you can be better. 

              

            Afif, don’t always think to much, you should more be aware with your health. Don’t force your self to do something, if you have rest time take it to have take arest. Don’t waste your time because time is not money but time is sword,  you should capable to manage your time. You will be twelve grader so Afif must spent more time to study, there is no again late to wake up, lazy, do homework in the class, late and playing game. The most important is there is no “remidial” any more, that is one of your december wish that not yet to reach.

Hope is the little voice you hear whisper may be when it seems the entire world is shouting no. You must remember again with your 100 hope that you have write, I’m sure you will reach one by one of your hopes. Don’t forget to keep your praying and give smile to others and remember to your parents. Afif your succesS has waiting for you, so keep moving forward.

FEAR

           

FEAR

 

This life is always one step forward and one step backward or sometimes more. Everyone has try to be brave always look forward but most of them still lose because of their FEAR. They let their fear to win and always blame their self.

            That steatment also happen to me, when I lose my confident then fear creep to my brain, fear kill what I have imagine and my plans. Chiefly when I will try new something or in different condition. As a students, sometimes I lose one of my motivation that make my audacity decrease. In this case fear comes and make me to leave every chance because I afraid to get failure. Fear always make me to see anything from the bad side, so it make my mental drop. Now I will face my last grade in senior high school that is twelve grader, honestly I still haven’t yet prepare anything to face that fact because I’m not yet to enjoy my eleven grader. The big fear for me about twelve grader is “score”, I afraid if my score can’t be better than at eleven grader, hence that will make me difficult to register in university.

            Then, I afraid I can’t manage my time well because we know that twelve grader has so many kind of examinations so I must really manage my time to study. For this reason I usually will forget to spent my time for take a rest, so I also can’t manage my health well. To face twelve grader I must leave my lazy behind if I want to get maximum result for anything, I afraid if I still belittle something or still talk more do less. I must more active in the class and outside, I don’t want depend to other people. I must decrease my time to sleep, it should be do because it the reason why I become lazy. Then I must manage my emotion also whereas if I don’t want other people keep away from me, next I afraid if at twelve grader there will be arrangement of class because I’m one of the difficult person to  receive new condition especially classroom. I want to be university student but I’m not yet ready to be twelve grader.

         
   Actually if we can leave behind our fear we can have big opportunity to reach what we want what we have plan because we just always imagine the negative one. Fear will be always to gather with us if we afraid to keep on moving forward and be brave to take the risk,  be audacious to failure is better because failure make us be better.  :-)

#AZ